I can’t help it.  I have to tell someone.  See my first entry for details.


Raison, the man I’m obsessed with.  He’s an author, and we communicate primarily through email.  This has been going on for 6, 7, 8 years?  I’ve “cheated” with him on every single relationship I’ve ever been in.  (I use “cheated” in quotes because we’ve never met in person.)

Andrew, my newest ex-boyfriend.  He doesn’t know about Raison, of course.  We’d only been together a few months.  He was also a long distance relationship, but we’ve met in person of course.

Chance, my closest ex-boyfriend.  I would actually call him a friend.  He knows everything about me—everything!  And loves me anyway!  It’s crazy.